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We might get a puppy!

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 01:26:59 GMT

A little mutt puppy my mom's friend's dog just had! I'm so excited! We haven't had a dog since I was like 6!

I'm not even going to attempt to explain

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:12:09 GMT

I haven't posted in forever. Well, I've been on communities and stuff, but not on here.
Nothing really happened the rest of the year. Had a fight with Madd, but we got over it and we're cool now :)
Got out of class Friday and haven't had anything to do since. No boyfriends all year, usual shit with my dad trying to visit. Mom switched jobs. Becky is getting bigger and I accidentally taught her to say dipshit. I might go to Florida with Maddie's family next month. Can't wait to get out of this hellhole.

I promise I'll try to remember this damn thing this summer.

I

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 03:39:00 GMT

I
Never
Update
Because
I
Suck.

Fuck you.

HOLY SHIT!

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 00:36:57 GMT

Somebody seriously just invited me to a midnight showing of Twilight! I'd rather kill myself then wait in line and waste my money on that load of shit. Thanks!

I got a detention today.

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:33:16 GMT

It was totally worth it.

Why? Because I got it for saying inappropriate things in El Espagnol. :D
This is what Lindsay, Tyra, and me were saying in Spanish.
"Quiero snort cocaína de su vagina." (I want to snort cocaine out of your vagina.)
"Vamos a tener sexo anal en el dormitorio del sacerdote." (Let's have anal sex in the priest's bedroom)
"No podemos. Antonio poco le está dando sexo oral en este momento." (We can't Little Antonio is giving him oral sex right now.)
"Condenar. Nos ave que conformarse con esta orgía de lesbianas sudoroso." (Damn. We'll have to settle for this sweaty lesbian orgy.)

There was much more, but I can't remember. No one else in class cared except for this freshman Noel, who thinks she's amazing because she's in Spanish 2 Honors in her freshman year. Anyway she told the teacher what we were whispering about and now I have an hour long detention Friday afternoon. Like I said, WORTH IT.
: )

We broke up

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 02:54:41 GMT

It was mutual. He still likes whats-her-face, and I don't want to deal with that bullshit. He also found out from one of my old friends (idk which one yet) that I was bulimic, so he said he didn't need more drama like that in his life and he hoped I understood. I do.
Oh well, we didn't even date a month. It sucks. I really liked him.
:(

:/

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:03:54 GMT

I don't know if I feel good or bad right now. I talked to Landon in school yesterday, and I told him I thought he had been acting a little strange and I asked if anything serious was wrong, and he just shrugged. Then I felt dumb for asking him, but also a little relieved. Just when I was going to drop it, he told me that he had broken up with another girl to go out with me, and he thinks he still has feeling for her. I asked him who she was, and he just told me "Don't worry about it. She doesn't go to school with us."

So he told me he would talk more with me tomorrow. I don't know if he forgot we had a day off today, or if he was just avoiding it. I'm freaked out now, and I feel super lame.

:(

ugh.

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:37:09 GMT

Landon, got really weird this week. I know I haven't known him that long, but even his close friends say he's been acting different. I'm worried about him. He seems like stuff wouldn't stress him out easily, but he's been distant and not talking to anybody. I'm afraid he doesn't like me anymore. I really like him, but I don't want to be clingy or anything. I think this relationship will be short-lived.

:(((((((((((((((

Finally ungrounded.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 00:04:04 GMT

Thank God. I hate being stuck in our stupid tiny house.
B has been driving me crazy! Also, much thanks to all the people who added and commented. It makes me feel good that people actually read this shit! :)

Anyway, details about Landon. Last Thursday we went to his place, and at first we just watched tv and snuggled up on his couch and he held me and it felt so great! He wasn't just holding me, he was hugging me to his chest! He's very warm and smells very good, like fabric softener and mixed with a hint of tag. Yes, that actually does smell very good. Then after about an hour of this perpetual hugging we started kissing, but we didn't make out. I'm actually glad we didn't go right to making out, I think little kisses are so much more romantic. So after this he drove me home. Ands my mom was a bitch and ick.

Not the point the point is at school this week it was great he walked me to all my classes and didn't care about being late. He sat with Maddie, Lauren, Liza and me (haha. that sounds like a movie from the 40s) at lunch. His friends are slowly joining us, which is fine with me because so far they've been really cool! He kisses me every chance he gets and its amazing!

:)))))))
I haven't stopped smiling for days!

<3

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 19:40:37 GMT

I'm grounded. Guess why? For hanging out with my boyrfriend! So, instead of hanging out with Landon at my place because mom was being a bitch, we went to his house. So my mom has a panic attack when I come home and now I'm grounded for the rest of the week. I'm only on this now, because she left to go pick up bread or some shit. I told Becky I would unleash a monster on her if she told. I think she'll keep quiet ;)

I'll have details about Landon's house next week when my mom might be home any minute.

Mother Mother

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 20:02:59 GMT

She makes me so mad I could tear my hair out! She tells me I'm too young to drive, she tells me I'm too young to stay out past 12, she tells me I'm too young for a boyfriend! I'm 16!!! I know she's paranoid because she was a teen pregnancy statistic, but just because she couldn't keep her legs shut doesn't mean I have th same problem!

BITCH.

Guess who has a boyfriend!

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 19:53:53 GMT

That'd be me. :)

He's such a sweetheart! He asked me out in private! We were at lunch and he came over to me and asked if I wanted to walk back to class with him early, and I said sure. Then when we were out of the cafeteria he told me I was really pretty and asked me out!! I'm really excited! We're going to hang out at my place after school on Thursday! I need to make sure mom isn't home. That would be awful. If he met my mother he would dump me on the spot and go home and tell everyone I was the spawn of a lunatic! My old friends think I'm crazy anyway. :((( He walked me to the bus today and told me that he has a car on Wednesdays and Fridays and he would be happy to drive me home! Alone in a car with my boyfriend. Good luck dealing with my hormones mom. ;]

Oh, and I did an entry in the same week as another one! Progress!

Oops. I forgot again.

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 19:45:09 GMT

I WILL get better I promise!
Last night was homecoming :) Landon asked me to dance every time there was a slow song! That was 4 times!! :))))))))) He said he loved my dress, which was red and flowy (and short), I didn't look fat at all! He put his hands on my waist and let me put my head on his shoulder! It felt so good. If he doesn't ask me out I'm going to be pissed ;)

I didn't have to go to church today because I stayed at Mad's house. We've been going for the past couple of weeks. I hate it.
>:( But I think even if I had gone today, it would have been fine. Nothing can bring me down from this high.
: D